Time machine not in the traditional sense, but in my control of it. I feel I have none. Monday to Thursday, 4:30 am to 5:15pm is spent dealing with a job I am not necessarily happy with.
4:30 am-ish.. get up. brush teeth. get dressed. eat. make lunch.
5:00 am drive to work
6:00 am begin work.
9:30 am 15 minute break that took 5 hours to get to.
Noon eat lunch
2:30 pm 15 minute break that took 5 hours to get to.
4:30 pm Start drive home
5:15 pm-ish Arrive home. Eat. Neglect dog. Neglect family. Check email for responses to sent resumes. Check Craigslist for new options. Try to remember name. Try to connect with family. Try to connect with dog. Shower.
8:00 pm Hear bed calling and hopefully will make it there soon.
Rinse and repeat.
Even looking at other options, be it working for another person/company, how soon before the bitterness sets in? I have been thinking about starting a business, but as I think about it I now it would be more time to get it all up and going.
I have figured out I am a set-up guy. Get a project up and going to run it over to be used by some one else. Sure the business could follow that modicum, after say the first six months, if not a year.
The Peter Gibbons Factor
I have also figured out that if I am not mentally on-board with a project I find it hard to care… there I said it. I want to care, and maybe it has been my past projects and environments. I know I did care for awhile at the beginning. This line may get deleted as my job search continues and concern that potential employers may see this.
I know that reading about ROWE (Results Oriented Work Environment) didn’t really help the psyche last year. Hell it ain’t helping now.
Inspire me. Inspire me and I am your greatest champion. Your greatest work horse. Your greatest salesman.
The reason I don’t win the Lottery is because I don’t play, and I would use the money in a truly useful manner. I would work on projects of my liking. I would salary my friends to complete projects they wanted. I would not shy away from work, just shy away from crappy work I don’t feel invested in. Oh and while I know I wouldn’t always be able to control my schedule, I know the dog and family would be happier.














